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i copied and pasted the following cos couldnt be bothered to write it again i sent it to u michael z mario and the gomms by email

"its nippy today but blue sky and dry so quite pleasant indeed. i have my daffodil brooch ready for tomorrow and will buy mum and silv a bunch to celebrate st. david's day.

we celebrated jack's first birthday and oh what a joy. he is so cute and cuddly a right little character just wished we lived nearer to see him more often. silv has to go back to work as boss said she has used up her leave and he wont keep her job for her any longer. so we have all been looking for the best solution for little jack. at the moment the only choice is a creche and fortunately she has a lovely one not far from the house.

so this week jack has been going for a hour a day to see how he takes to it. so far so good.

mum and i wanted to take it in turns to look after him but it's impossible as we would have to be at silv's house at 7.30 am til 3.30pm and its just not feasible :-((((

as for me am still working from 9 to half 12 sometimes longer depending on what time simon and sonia come home from school.

simon is always out and i am trying v hard not to worry when he goes out at nights. it makes me laugh as during the week he is in bed by half 9 and when friday comes that's it he is out til 11 - 12 and saturday the same...i always try and stay up but i always fall asleep :-(((((

sonia went to her first disco party last week and a couple of mothers stopped me the day after telling me that when they went to pick up their children from the party they stopped to admire sonia leading the dancing.... i dont really know whether to be pleased or not!!

mark is working hard but despite having a heavy schedule when actually working he is more at home than ever before which doesnt help at all! when he is at home he doesnt like fuss and commotion but its impossible to keep a low profile ... for one i'm loud and untidy hahahaha add simon and sonia their mates and their goings on and of course scorpio the cat you can imagine its bedlam!!!
mum is fine - i manage to see her every day but wish i was freer to spend more time with her. "

i am absolutely shitting myself about simes going to strasbourg - doing my head in. he is so fussy and particular...what with his vaseline and box of tissues in the evening, his teeth and brace, his everything...,how on earth is he gonna cope with a new household ( and what kind of household ??? ) new people, what will his bed be like, what will the area be like....oh my gosh my throat goes dry it does....i cant wait for him to become more independent but the furthest he's been is como and that was a disaster the first year :-((((( oh woe's me oh woe's me.
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