strewth almost 3 months ago.........

4 days later, on the 6th february, at 12.10 am JACK ROMANI LEMON was born......well......out of this world!!!!!!!!!!!

it came about that as usual i got to mum's at 8.05 am after having had mad hour getting kids up breakfast sandwiches taking sony to school. i remember flopping on mum's chair knackered and bit ott usual thots money dire body goin to the dogs etc etc etc....

i happened to look at my mobile and sis had written sumthing like 'all ok just to let u know have been in hospital since 1.30 am' or summat like that.

slow motion

heart stopped

i got out of the chair

i said slowly and calmly to mum

'can u pick up sonia at 2pm mum cos silv's in hospital' - actually i cant remember if sony was home that day.....

i texted silv back 'am on my way'

slow motion

put my jacket on

opened the door

kissed mum goodbye

got to the station

heart beating fast

got on the train

got off

went into the local supermarket.....