Dad's birthday

how apt that wales are playing italy today and it's Dad's birthday.....am in bit of a tizz cos supposed to be briefly meeting up with stephen bayliss and martin macabe so they hand me over a tub of vaseline and some cream eggs. how fukin embarrassing. what ever possessed ( ! ) me to ask for that stuff in the first place??? it started off as a whim writing to roj and then things sort of rollercoasted shit shit shit. i feel as nervous as if i was getting ready to go to a porthcawl disco, or into town with a boyfriend for the first time.
fuk fuk fuk
have silv's mega jeans with the purple beads on and a white vest under a v-neck mustard jumper. hair ok though am not at all confident :-((((
now am simply waiting for one of the boys ( groan i cant go thru with this ) to contact me after breakfast so i can meet up and collect the ..... vaseline. what a show up what a total total show up!!

am still not over the burglary from last monday - am terrified that we have been targeted and sooner or later they will try when me or one of the kids are at home alone. must talk to pos about it cos i dont feel safe in there anymore.

just heard simes who was having breakfast alone nella cantina - dont ask me what that means haahhahahahaha he was quite sweet and happy but looking forward to coming home. i think he likes strasbourg. i've missed him lots but its a synch looking after just one i can tell u. there were even a couple of times when i could say i was almost bored!!!!!