sabato 14 marzo 2009

shit shit

he said he would make his way to the office agh agh agh i just took a photo of me and i look awful am so nervous am almost shaking how totally embarrassing!! got my window open can hear cars pass by people talking etc etc am shitting myself.......
maybe i should get ready and close the office and go out...........oh why the fuk did i go and do this.......
cant fuking believe at 42 and a half i get into such a bloomin' mess
am writing cos i cant concentrate on anything else....he wrote at 11.15 should be in the area by now AND ALL FOR THE LOVE OF A VASELINE TUB how totally totally embarrassing .....ground open up and swallow me whole :-(((((((( and i dont even know him let alone recognise him.....he must think so highly of roj to do all this for a stranger...........

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