moan moan moan

ok situation is thus: unhappy marriage living under same roof comunicate only when necessary ie when i need money for shopping etc.
i wanna see my twin more often but it is impossible
mum is getting better but so slowly and is so weak plus this blood loss in urine is not a healthy sign......
simes at home with a sort of flu
sony great lass drives me bonkers but noone makes me laugh lk she does
me eyes puffy and dark circles am aching at the knees but hope it was gym that did last week or maybe cos i slept v badly last night
am being v careful with food intake but havent lost a bit of weight still 65/66 kgs blimin over 10 stone
nowt in my lovelife hahahaaha and i still think far too much of gwaelod.