yikes

i mentioned in passing that my lips were tingling and my sis said cud be summat to do with circulation etc and seeing as i aint feeling hundred percent in general am shitting myself. strewth have so much to do etc etc i cant risk being ill now...fuck fuck fuck...i shud get my act together...get all my blood tests done do an electrocardiogram etc etc will pas by doc and get blood pressure measured. wat a pain in the arse this whole palaver is.....have neglected myself for too long and now things are coming to a head.